Thursday, February 09, 2012
random
when i have been good
i PROMISE
i'll ask you to talk, mocha
i know you like another girl,
i know you may hate me and forget about me,
and i know you dont need this promise either.
but why not? i really want to talk to you.
even you ignore me, i'll always find a way to talk to you.
a way to know how you are now.
because i believe,
we still have something left unspoken.
i know you like another girl,
i know you may hate me and forget about me,
and i know you dont need this promise either.
but why not? i really want to talk to you.
even you ignore me, i'll always find a way to talk to you.
a way to know how you are now.
because i believe,
we still have something left unspoken.
Tuesday, February 07, 2012
Another Snapshots from Me
i'm not a photographer but i'm really into photography.
i like to capture, because people can change, places can change, but memory in the photos always remain.
well i know the quality of the photos arent really high, well that's why i really crave for DSLR so bad :[
anyway, hope you like it.
visit my gallery at deviantart @ http://beyondmiki.deviantart.com/
Sunday, February 05, 2012
just ask
oh really, what i'm actually hoping for?
i'm just kinda bored with this life.
a day comes, a day goes, another ordinary day waits.
i'm 16th, and waiting for something new.
something fresh, something that can make me nervous and amazed.
i'm tired of being good,
well how about pretending to be good in the school? pretending to be nerd and geek in that boring place?
then, get changing and be a mess in the outside.
sure it sounds fun and no one will ever imagine it.
i'm a mess and yeah i know.
i lie to themselves and to myself. i love lying so much.
i create such a drama and make them feeling sorry to me.
i'm making wounds and leaving scars.
i'm searching an exciting thing to do.
oh hey! i have a plan!
to you, mocha, i make a plan. i imagine if it would be so great.
well just wonder, will you join in my game?
i'm cruel, so do the world.
so why should be nice if we can be wicked?
you wont get hurt, you wont be sad.
Friday, February 03, 2012
iHate list
. darkness
. thunder
. ghosts
. bugs
. spicy
. people who easily judges
. very crowded place
. being alone
. being left
dia
and there this boy..
dia, yang udah sejak lama gua lupakan.
dia, yang nggak pernah lagi gua liad.
dia, yang ntah sejak kapan jadi sosok yang gua nantikan.
dia, yang gw kenal hanya lewat tulisan yang dia tulis di twitter.
dia, yang patah hati oleh seseorang.
dia, yang ingin gw dekati.
dia, yang ingin gw kenal lebih jauh.
dia, yang ingin gw bkin senyum dan ketawa.
dia, yang gw harap akan memberikan kesempatan.
you and i, by a chance.
you and i, with a chemistry and a right timing.
you, mocha. yes it's you.
and here i'm a loser.
i'm careless, i'm not confident.
i'm frequently angry, my mood swings.
i'm a total big mess.
i know, i dont need to wonder if you want to see me, if you want to be with me.
no one wants to struggle with me. no one wants to fight for me.
now answer, "who wants to be with a mess?"
even a dumb, does know the answer.
you dont say?
Friday, December 30, 2011
just say
so, we ignore each other and pretend the other doesnt exist.
but deep down we both know it wasnt supposed to end like this.
